“Fado” – by Katherine Vaz


It’s week forty-six and I drew the seven of hearts. This is my second story from this author for this year’s Deal Me In short story reading challenge. I wrote about her “Undressing the The Vanity Dolls” earlier this year, and it remains a strong contender for my favorite DMI story of 2014. I read, ad hoc, another story of hers this year titled, “The Birth of Water Stories,” and was blown away by that one too. The story “Fado” was not as moving as those other two (that, admittedly, set the bar quite high) but I continue to enjoy getting acquainted with this author.

Plus I learned a new word from this story’s title. 🙂 Do you know what a “Fado” is? I do (now). It’s “a plaintive, Portuguese folk song.” It’s a perfect title for this “cover story” of the collection, and seems appropriate for the collection as a whole too. I also learned what a “wish ribbon” was. One of the characters in this story puts great stock in their efficacy. Primarily, I believe, a Brazilian tradition, the wish ribbon enters this story when Xica is at the post office to pick up a ribbon “do Nosso Senhor de Bonfim” sent from that country by her cousin. How are they supposed to work? “Wrap the wish ribbon around the wrist, and make 3 knots, making a wish for each of the 3 knots tied. Once the Brazilian Wish Bracelet falls off the wrist on its own, it is believed that the 3 wishes will come true.”

In this story, “Xica” is the neighbor and ’surrogate grandmother’ of the young female narrator. Xica has endured many hardships and the worst of them is that her bright and promising son Manuel has been rendered mute and apparently brain damaged by an auto accident. Compounding the problem is that Manuel’s young and beautiful wife, Marina, has lost interest in him because of the accident, where Xica feels she should be supporting him “in sickness and health” as the vows go.

Xica is one of the more interesting characters I’ve met during this year’s Deal Me In reading. I was particularly amused by the fact that she kept an “ofensa ledger” wherein she catalogs the sins of those around her and proposes appropriate punishments. She knows that keeping such a register is God’s job but feels that “once again, He was asleep.” Much of her grit, and unfortunately, her superstition and vengefulness as well are passed on to her surrogate granddaughter, Rosa.

The last few pages of the story feature an accelerated recap of Rosa’s growing into a woman after Xica has passed on. I believe it is in these chapters that we see how Rosa has applied what she learned from Xica’s somewhat unique approach to life. We see her through her fist sexual encounter “Sex happens the way a pearl is formed. It begins with a grain or parasitic worm that itches in the soft lining until the entire animal buckles around it. With enough slathering it will relax into a gem.” Not bad, huh?

Rosa even later makes peace with Marina and tends to her when she becomes sick, leaving us with our other “take away” from the story: Rosa tells us, “Here is the seal from which all grace comes: We must create Pietas in order to live. Flesh that is torn, flesh that is dead or dying, even as it is rotting through your fingers – hold it next to your heart. Find ripe and tender flesh too, and hold it in your arms, because your life depends on it. Hold it for as long as you can, and ask for its blessing.

Below: Michelangelo’s “Pieta”


Okay, so after reviewing the story in accompaniment of writing this post, I’ve decided that I like this story almost as much as the other anyway. 🙂 There is some powerful stuff in these thirteen pages.

Have you read Kahteirne Vaz before? I can unreservedly recommend her.

Only six stories left to read for DMI 2014!



  1. Dale said,

    November 16, 2014 at 12:13 pm

    This sounds like an incredibly powerful story! Reading the last quotation and seeing Michelangelo’s sculpture actually gave me chills. Very moving. Fantastic post, Jay!

    Liked by 1 person

    • Jay said,

      November 18, 2014 at 8:37 am

      Thanks, Dale. Vaz will likely be present on my 2015 DMI roster as well.


  2. Paula Cappa said,

    November 16, 2014 at 12:50 pm

    I don’t know this author. Thanks for the introduction, Jay. I’m definitely going to read her.

    Liked by 1 person

  3. Alex said,

    November 17, 2014 at 7:52 am

    Is the story set in Brazil or Portugal? I wore a yellow wish ribbon at some point in high-school. My grandmother insisted it would help me get into the right university.

    Don’t know if they mention it in the book but the word fado actually means “destiny”, a melancholic destiny, the good Portuguese way. You can hear someone complain “é o meu fado”, meaning “it’s my destiny”. Have you actually hear it sang? For Portuguese in general it always has a strong impact, especially if you’re away from the homeland, like I am. Here’s a video of one of our most celebrated modern fado singers singing “Meu Fado meu” https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0cKv6EHNOTk. She came to Brussels for a concert and I swear there wasn’t an immigrant’s dry eye in the house.

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    • Jay said,

      November 18, 2014 at 8:40 am

      Hi Alex,

      It’s actually set in California, but in a Luso-American community. Did your wish ribbon work as expected?

      Thanks so much for sharing your knowledge about Fados and for sharing the link. What a beautiful song. I may be doing some downloading form iTunes soon. :-). & I really like the concept of “melancholic destiny” – sometimes I can relate to that very well.

      Good to have you back in the blogosphere!



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